Wednesday, April 7, 2010

Why it is hard to say GOODBYE?

This is the big questions that will keep thinking if someone have to say goodbye, WHY? Why you have to say GOODBYE?

Well, I know some of you guys had experienced this already and right now, I am on this situation too! It is hard to imagine and keep thinking that someone have to say goodbye. I am in a relationship right now with the one I really started to love with all of I can. We've been all this time for almost for 7 months. Last night she said that we have to be apart for the mean time and the silence got on my mind. I felt that the whole world fall down on my face. I am very sad that time and suddenly tears came down from my eyes.

Why this is happening to me? its because I love her so much and I think I can't live without her. She's been my inspiration everyday. From the moment that I have to close my eyes before I sleep I see her face and when I woke.. there's a smile on my face that I see my loveone sleeping over me. I can't imagine life without that and I will miss that. There's so many things will happen and will miss, every moment that were together and now... it's all gone.. she have to go and I don't have any reason to say "Please Stay" its complicated now and I can't do anything with this..

I need space right now to be calm and think about it.. I hope I can handle this situation..