Why it is hard to say GOODBYE?

This is the big questions that will keep thinking if someone have to say goodbye, WHY? Why you have to say GOODBYE?

Well, I know some of you guys had experienced this already and right now, I am on this situation too! It is hard to imagine and keep thinking that someone have to say goodbye. I am in a relationship right now with the one I really started to love with all of I can. We've been all this time for almost for 7 months. Last night she said that we have to be apart for the mean time and the silence got on my mind. I felt that the whole world fall down on my face. I am very sad that time and suddenly tears came down from my eyes.

Why this is happening to me? its because I love her so much and I think I can't live without her. She's been my inspiration everyday. From the moment that I have to close my eyes before I sleep I see her face and when I woke.. there's a smile on my face that I see my loveone sleeping over me. I can't imagine life without that and I will miss that. There's so many things will happen and will miss, every moment that were together and now... it's all gone.. she have to go and I don't have any reason to say "Please Stay" its complicated now and I can't do anything with this..

I need space right now to be calm and think about it.. I hope I can handle this situation..

Inspired me

Well yesterday as I am surfing the net and reading the articles of of kuya kevin. I am very inspired with his writings there. I really amazed and I read some of the topics there. It is very inspiring and I decided to read his blog as often. The topics there can inspire the youths nowadays which some of the teens and youths are not already aware of what they are doing.

One of the topic that I read from the blog of kuya kevin (http://kuyakevin.blogspot.com/) is the pre-marital sex of the teens. I wonder why they are committing that kind of deeds. Well some are saying they do that just because they love each other and some says because of love. Well for me, love is not the real answer there. Imagine at the age of that, you already do that deeds? Even if you love him/her you should not do that, why, because your not at the right age and you are not married couple. I don't know why this is happening nowadays in the youth and teens.

I think parents guided their children in the right way but still it depends on the child if she/he will do a good or bad things. They can't say that its the fault of the parents but also its the fault of the child.

I really love to read the site of kuya kevin. You really inspired me and hope some of the teens and youth will also inspired from your blog. Keep up the good work and inspire more people in your blog kuya. I also recommend this blog of kuya kevin to my fellow bloggers who are joining the Hectic Capiznon Bloggers 2009. Hope you will enjoy reading the blog of kuya kevin.

My Horoscope

Never take direction from a crowd for you personal life.
And never choose to quit just because somebody else disagrees with you.

A matter of point

Strangers at one point,good friends in time
Nobody knows how our world works.
It's you a matter of time when you trully appreciate a person.

A matter of fate:
Where the right people are at the right place and at the right time.
Nobody understands how the universe conspires for us to
meet the people we'll love or have connections with
but then it just happens, you click and the story begins.........

Luck Girl

I believe that
A MAN is luck if...

He wins the
1st love of
a WOMAN...

But the
TRUTH
is...

a WOMAN
is
LUCKIER
if...

She wins
the last LOVE
of a MAN..

What does it means???

I don't know if it is true that Kiss and Gestures has its meanings. I never thought it before while I was with my past relationship. But now, I know what is the meanings of the kisses and the gestures that I will be doing with my special someone.

Meaning of Kiss:

Kiss on the stomach; be ready

Kiss on the Forehead; expressing a love for him/her

Kiss on the Ear; seducing!,haha!

Kiss on the Cheek; cute,

Kiss on the Hand; I adore yah!..

Kiss on the Neck;We belong together..

Kiss on the Shoulder;I want you..

Kiss on the Lips;I love you..

Meaning of Gestures:

Holding Hands; We definitely like each other.

Slap on the Butt; That's mine.

Holding on tight; I don't want to let go.

Looking into each other's Eyes; liking each oder,

Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me.

Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go.

Laughing while Kissing;I am completely comfortable with you.

So guys.. where did you plan to kiss you bf/gf??? What would be your gestures..??

Text Message: Tell it..

Sometimes all we need in life is to tell
whatever it is that we have inside.

We just need to let it out then let it go.

Whatever the consequences,
we have to be brave enough stand up for our feelings.

No one said life is easy but we should make it a lot harder.
Besides, life is too short...

So do what your heart tells u.
Stop thinking, stop worrying.

Just keep this in mind:

You might not have a 2nd chance,
so spell it out then embrace the result...

Watch Twilight the Movie

TWILIGHT tells the story of 17-year-old Bella Swan (Stewart) who moves to the small town of Forks, Washington to live with her father, and becomes drawn to Edward Cullen (Pattinson), a pale, mysterious classmate who seems determined to push her away. But neither can deny the attraction that pulls them together...even when Edward confides that he and his family are vampires. Their unorthodox romance puts her in physical danger when Edward's nemesis comes to town and sets his sights on Bella.

Based on the book by Stephenie Meyer. For the Busby SEO Test challengers and participants, stop for awhile in competing and optimizing your entries in Busby SEO Test and watch this Twilight Movie.

Source: Monster and Critics

Watch Full Length Twilight Movie

Love and Sad Qoutes - Unfair Reality

Never give up
when everything fall into pieces,

Never even lose hope,
When everyone turns their back on u..

Remember:

Life is not about being fair.
It's about surpassing the unfair reality.

From : Dhreiah - Nov. 30, 2008

Love Thoughts - Love and Sad Qoutes and Stories

Text Qoutes: Have A Distance

Distancing is done for just two reasons:

1st:
Because you hate the person

2nd:
You're just too scared to fall completely to that person.

The Right Decision

Most of the parents are very strict in their children when we talk about love. Maybe just because there are concern with their child or lets say they have to study first before they have to be in love their opposite sex. I have already an experience with the same situation before. I have a girlfriend before and our relationship last within 8 months exactly to be specific. But how come we had decided to get separated with each other that we felt the same way? She told me that she should finished her study before have a relationship which told by her parents. She told her that she should choice whether relationship or study?

Well unluckly our relationship is over that time when she told me that she didn’t love me anymore and she should stop our relationship just because of her parents. I can’t understand until now that why there are some parents are not allowing their child to have a relationship even they are already in the College level? Do they can’t have their study as well as having a relationship with their opposite sex?

The least thing to do is to accept what is the decision of your children in having a relationship with their opposite sex. You have to explain what their limitations and what is their risks. You don’t have to be strict with them because sometimes it has a psychological effect to your children. But sometimes I understand why some parent didn’t allow their children to have a relationship while studying, just to focus in only one thing and that is studying and after that they allow them to have a relationship. Just like me I don’t know when should I start and how…...

I have to say

I can still remember, last week, I talked with the girl I like so much. I like the way she smile, the way she talk, her concerns and everything about her. I really love being with her. First we decided to go the the Babay Beach in People's Park to hang-out with my boardmates, to have a swimming together with them and I think that is the time to say what I really feel for her. I find my self falling in love with her, without noticing I was numb in front of her. I am afraid of telling the truth that I fell in love on her and afraid to be rejected. But I decided that I will not show it because one of her suitor joined us that's why I decided not to show it. I was disappointed..!

After having some fun while taking a swimming we decided to back in our boarding house. I decided say what I have to say to my special someone my feelings. It's around 9:00 in the evening, when I started to say all my feelings to her, at first, I can't find words to express how much I really love her. I hold on in the saying "Love has nothing to Explain" that's why I feel numb that time and since I drink a little bit of liquor to have a guts in saying my feelings. After a long time of talking with each other, I find my self crying after she left me in the double deck. I cry because I am afraid that she would never like me or afraid of being rejected by a girl. Afraid that she couldn't love me as I love her...

But now my whole world change, she change me from the different one and I am happy that I have a chance to her. As of now she is my inspiration. I can court her only if I had already finished my studies and have a work. The least I can do as of now is to show that my intention to her is good, and show that I am a deserving man to her.

I will wait till the right time comes…. And while waiting for that time, I will focus in my studies and optimizing my blog post entry in captivating Capiz. I hope with her, I can win this captivating Capiz Seo Contest.

About Love...

Searching for love had been a mystery for me,
I've been told that if I want love,
I have to search for it.some said,
I have to wait but human as we are,
we need someone more than just a companion..
we need someone who could complete us..many have found it so easy, and many have lost in just a SNAP.!

Just a Qoute

Life wont wait for you forever
If you let everything pass you by,
You'll never find out
how beautiful life can really be..

Don't be afraid to get hurt...
if you dont risk something.
You'll never gain anything..

A Birtday Game

Here's a new contest from Chikai for her upcoming Birthday, this is the Birthday Game of Chikai. Two players will win $10 each and another player will win $6. To qualify, just follow these simple rules.

1. Blog about this contest. You don’t have to write a lengthy post. A few sentences will do. At the bottom of your entry, list down all my blogs and link them to their respective URLs.

BLOGSILOG
Cherry’s Comfort Zone
Thinking Out Loud
DigiScrapz: Captured Memories
Buzzy Me
Wishing and Hoping
Fab Finds, Etc.

2. Once you have published the entry on your blog, let me know by leaving a comment on this post. Remember, you can earn one entry per blog so the more blogs you own, the more chances of winning!

3. And lastly, all entries should be in by September 1 at 11:59pm (-7 GMT). The names of the lucky winners will be announced on September 2 (my bday!).

If you want to win cash prize, join the Birthday Day of Chikai.

Friendship

Friendship

Friendship is not about whom you have known the longest,who came first or who cares the best, It's about who came and never left.

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Don't depend your happiness to someone you think you gonna spend the rest of your life with, coz when its time for goodbye... you have nothing else to do but to cry..

The Woman who tried to be Good...

THE WOMAN WHO TRIED TO BE GOOD
by: Edna Ferber (1885-1968)

Before she tried to be a good woman she had been a very bad woman—so bad that she could trail her wonderful apparel up and down Main Street, from the Elm Tree Bakery to the railroad tracks, without once having a man doff his hat to her or a woman bow. Hers were the miraculously small feet you frequently see in stout women.

Usually she walked alone; but on rare occasions, especially round Christmas time, she might have been seen accompanied by some silent, dull-eyed, stupid-looking girl, who would follow her dumbly in and out of stores, stopping now and then to admire a cheap comb or a chain set with flashy imitation stones—or, queerly enough, a doll with yellow hair and blue eyes and very pink cheeks. In a larger town than ours she would have passed unnoticed. She did not look like a bad woman. We do not associate vice with eyeglasses. So in a large city she would have passed for a well-dressed prosperous, comfortable wife and mother, who was in danger of losing her figure from an overabundance of good living; but with us she was a town character, like Old Man Givins, the drunkard, or the weak-minded Binns girl. The fourth of the protesting husbands to arrive was the Very Young Husband, who lived next door to the corner cottage that Blanche Devine had bought. The Very Young Husband had a Very Young Wife, and they were the joint owners of Snooky. The whole neighbourhood borrowed her and tried to spoil her; but Snooky would not spoil.

Alderman Mooney was down in the cellar fooling with the furnace. Three protesting husbands had just left. As the Very Young Husband, following Mrs. Mooney's directions, cautiously descended the cellar stairs, Alderman Mooney looked up from his tinkering. He peered through a haze of pipe-smoke.

Read the rest of the story...

I Wish He Knew

He told me that he likes me,,,but i just said to him to
stop those jokes..but the truth was my heart was full
of joy but i'm afraid that he's just doing those
mess...i told him not to like me instead woo one of our
friends..and now,he's the boyfriend of my best best
friend...& the day that i would say that i would be his
girl was the day that my bestfriend fell in love to
him..so i just told them congrats and told them that i
have a crush to someone else...but you know
what?..when he knew that i have a crush on his
friend(w/c was just a lie)..he told me to hurt him to
finish that thing...


i want to know y he sed that to me...

Credits : mZ.myrah of Your Sad Story

Unwritten

I love to read this short poem from the bulletin board of the friendster. Read it guys..! It is entitled "Unwritten" by Mitch

Feel the rain on your skin

No one else can feel it for you

Only you can let it in

No one else, no one else

Can speak the words on your lips

Drench yourself in words unspoken

Live your life with arms wide ope

Today is, where your book begins

The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten

The rest is still unwritten

Links and Chains

Links and Chains

Chie tagged me! So here's the deal you get from doing tags:

* To get more more traffic.
* To increase Technorati authority.
* To get more back links.
* To gain more friends around the world.

Here's the Rules:

* First copy and paste the list below.
* Do not remove any content from the linker list.
* Just add One LUCKY NUMBER to your blogs.
* If you don't like the concept...say no. :-/

* The main goal here is we are going to circulate our number of friends.
* The more people who will join the "LINKER CHAIN", the more links we can generate.
* Lastly, write only ONE LUCKY NUMBER for your blogs...
* Keep it simple and short, I know some of you have more than one blog.

• The color for the link should be only black, gray, or white, depending on your blog's theme. Please avoid using any color, ok ?
• Hundreds and thousands and millions only no more trillions for chrissake lol.....ok lets get started.
  

1.) 6966 2.) 609 3.) 066 4.) 066 5.) 606 6.) 669 7.) 699 8.) 5354 9.) 777 10.) 737 11.) 1969 12.) 214 13.) 1229 14.)7173 15.0730 16.)2377 17.8 18.2406919.31320.42106 21)028 22.)888 23. 14344 24.)81107 25.) 0311821 26.) 0501265 27).8888 28.) 1969 29.) 8 30.) 0926 31.)21.) 791618 32.) 33.)298.,34)1234 35.) 08052008 36.)030102 37.) 273130 38.) 02152004 39.) 082808 40.) 052824 41.) 7894 42.) 72403 43. 51989

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If you play with this tag please submit your lucky number here.

Now I am tagging Aiza , Taking the Challenge and anybody else who wants to join;)